A non-subsistent spirituality requires a lot from you, many of these are unnecessary in your growth and existence.

What is enough for each one is different

Walking sermons

Is it possible that my life management system is too complex already that it is no longer subsistent?


First week of symptoms Second week of symptoms

  • meeting with shad at goldilocks (possibly to turn over the deaf records I made)

Hell week

Went home for vacation

Told Papa about my relationship with Zy Attended kh meeting feeling really bad

Guilt -> confessions

Told Mama I’m feeling something The morning after I told them (they lay down beside me on my bed)

First doctor placed me on meds Got worse

Memorial of christ death (wasnt good) Slept at Bakakeng (Wasnt able to sleep) Bakakeng stairs