What is the main question: How should I live?

What is the main narrative:

I grew up as JW. I went through a life-changing depression. I left my religion. I lost my worldview, purpose, and community. I am left looking to build my own worldview and life from the ground up. What happens after?

Method:

My writing should jump freely between

  1. Witnessing myself
    • confronting my past
  2. Witnessing the objective physical reality
    • getting closer with place (what is in front of me)
    • geography
  3. Witnessing the other
    • Presenting culture
    • presenting history