I am no longer sure what path I am following. I seem to be using the mind so much to try to live in the heart. How am I suppose to do this? Who should I approach?

I want to be able to spend my days thinking about the deep questions, reading books, going on long walks, writing poems, having meaningful conversations.

Return to a goalless existence which you first encountered via Leo Babauta. And consider if that is in fact a viable alternative to intentional living.